but...
it turns out I'm kinda wrong the moment I saw 'nonsense' this word throwing back flat on my face...
I'm such a busybody trying to know every details of every gossips but I realize that friends are really annoyed by it. Two friends ask about the same gossip but I am the one who always make people feel irritated. Another friend being mean and he will be forgiven easily while when I am being mean with just the same intention, I'm considered as insulting people. As the chinese says, 同人不同命。
Why do I care about the things in the past?
Because that's the memories we shared that other people do not share. That's what make us best friends.
Why do I always say that you are better than me?
Because I really do feel that way! It's a compliment and it never meant to be sarcastic.
Sometimes people have to understand. Apologizing immediately and taking all the blames doesn't cure the problem. It made me feel bad and to make it even worst, although you said it's your fault, it will make it turn out that I'm the bad guy. It's a really wise move if you wanna make me be the bad guy, but I'm sure you didn't do it intentionally because you are my friend. Just maybe that you didn't realize it~
I am trying hard to understand you. I hope you can do the same for me.
