I was so nervous coz it is the time to "grab" for places AGAIN for the subjects I want to take for the next semester.
11.59pm...I was prepared to click and register for my co-curiculum 1st, then French...coz this 2 will be hard to get...
12.01am...When i click "daftar".....
*Sila Jumpa PA anda (XXXX)*
Really ****!!!!
My PA not yet open my account! I can't register yet!
Oh gosh....I planned my timetable nicely ady and now i sked all the time and subjects i want will be fulled.
Why my fate has to be like this?
Looking at the quota of French slowly filling up but i can't register...*heart sinking*
I wonder when will my PA will open my account...
Really only 1 word can describe my feeling now...
*SPEECHLESS*
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
My sillyness
Finally! Finally! Finally!
Finally i can log in blogspot! I wanted to update my blog for a long time but i just can't log in...
Stupid line...
Yesterday, Siew Ching, Yi Wen, Daphne and I was supposed to discuss BBI sketch voice recording assignment but it turned out to be a ghost/horror/thriller movies discussion. Hahaha...so fun...but 3 of them also sked...
Then back into my room, i was trying to export the clip...and i did it successfully! *impress of myself* haha
BUT!!!!
while half-way editing my clip...i misclick something...then some bar is missing and i cant find it back...(kinda complicated...hard to explain it here)
I have to reinstalled the programme AGAIN! That means i hv to redo and edit all my clips AGAIN!!! Aww....really S***! I quickly told Yi Wen in msn to come down n give me the programme immediately, so i can quickly redo my editing...
While I was redoing my stuffs....half-way fell asleep....when i woke up...it's morning ady...tiring...
Now i m still redoing my editing...haiz
I wanna sleep! I wanna go back to Ipoh!
I really not happy lately! Can't u all feel it? Maybe u all did...maybe u all choose not to bother.
I also started to feel dun wanna bother...
What for i m so worry and u all just wait for each other's order or busy with other things.
It's my fault i did not take initiative too...
Watever....
有点失望。。。而且。。。
心也淡了。。。
Finally i can log in blogspot! I wanted to update my blog for a long time but i just can't log in...
Stupid line...
Yesterday, Siew Ching, Yi Wen, Daphne and I was supposed to discuss BBI sketch voice recording assignment but it turned out to be a ghost/horror/thriller movies discussion. Hahaha...so fun...but 3 of them also sked...
Then back into my room, i was trying to export the clip...and i did it successfully! *impress of myself* haha
BUT!!!!
while half-way editing my clip...i misclick something...then some bar is missing and i cant find it back...(kinda complicated...hard to explain it here)
I have to reinstalled the programme AGAIN! That means i hv to redo and edit all my clips AGAIN!!! Aww....really S***! I quickly told Yi Wen in msn to come down n give me the programme immediately, so i can quickly redo my editing...
While I was redoing my stuffs....half-way fell asleep....when i woke up...it's morning ady...tiring...
Now i m still redoing my editing...haiz
I wanna sleep! I wanna go back to Ipoh!
I really not happy lately! Can't u all feel it? Maybe u all did...maybe u all choose not to bother.
I also started to feel dun wanna bother...
What for i m so worry and u all just wait for each other's order or busy with other things.
It's my fault i did not take initiative too...
Watever....
有点失望。。。而且。。。
心也淡了。。。
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
”很差啊！很无奈啊！" quoted Hung Wui =P
Last Saturday went to Jusco Balakong with Hung Wui. At first tot wanna go sing K, but then we forgot that weekend sing k very expensive. But Hung Wui got a half an hour coupon, so we were able to sing also...也爽啦!
We changed plan to go watch movie. Then we chose "Love matters". I tot it will be a good comedy show...but...*disappointed*
Hung Wui was sitting beside me and kept on saying, "很差啊！很无奈啊！”...so funny lo... ( I promise to quote what he said in here...haha)
We kept on picking all the unlogical stuffs and the acting of most of the actors 很衰样lo..
Haha...better dun critisize too much ler...i m sure all the casts and workers worked hard and tried their best too...
At night i went to find siew eng and he took me to go for dinner. The food there really quite delicious...as siew eng said..got Ipoh's standard...haha
This week is Bakti Siswa's camp ler...quickly over la...i m so tired of being pengarah program lo. I also dunno why they choose me...but the good is i get some experience in leading a group, although not a big one...
Drama script...i really cnt think of any good dialogue...这需要我站在不同的立场去想别人要讲什么，做什么。。。很烦
Hubungan etnik...haven't done also....
Poh Ling, i wanna go out eat with u de...i really got replacement class n lots of assignments...congratulate to you for able to perform well yesterday...i wish to sing too...
I used to sing everyday...for now, not anymore...i also dunno why...
We changed plan to go watch movie. Then we chose "Love matters". I tot it will be a good comedy show...but...*disappointed*
Hung Wui was sitting beside me and kept on saying, "很差啊！很无奈啊！”...so funny lo... ( I promise to quote what he said in here...haha)
We kept on picking all the unlogical stuffs and the acting of most of the actors 很衰样lo..
Haha...better dun critisize too much ler...i m sure all the casts and workers worked hard and tried their best too...
At night i went to find siew eng and he took me to go for dinner. The food there really quite delicious...as siew eng said..got Ipoh's standard...haha
This week is Bakti Siswa's camp ler...quickly over la...i m so tired of being pengarah program lo. I also dunno why they choose me...but the good is i get some experience in leading a group, although not a big one...
Drama script...i really cnt think of any good dialogue...这需要我站在不同的立场去想别人要讲什么，做什么。。。很烦
Hubungan etnik...haven't done also....
Poh Ling, i wanna go out eat with u de...i really got replacement class n lots of assignments...congratulate to you for able to perform well yesterday...i wish to sing too...
I used to sing everyday...for now, not anymore...i also dunno why...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I wonder am I happy now?
My idea...
..changed to something that is not what I want...not what I expected...
..the element that I wished to have...it has gone...
I do not dare to protest...
...because I do not dare to face the consequences if the lecturer doesn't like the idea...
...because I scare that my groupmates will blame me for my stupid idea...
...because I m inexperience...
...because I lack of confidence...
...because it is a group work...
Sometimes I will think that is it all her opinions are correct? Do we always have to use her concept?
But before that, she really proves that she is great. Therefore, I chose to follow her idea...for the sake of myother group members...I do not want my group members to fall because of my stubbornness.
We have to compromise when we are working as a team right?
Assignments kept flowing in week by week...every assignment also has due date...every week also not free...
My friend asked me before, "你是迷真是甘忙啊? 你忙d 麽耶哦？"
The answer is positively "是！真是好多耶做啊！"
..changed to something that is not what I want...not what I expected...
..the element that I wished to have...it has gone...
I do not dare to protest...
...because I do not dare to face the consequences if the lecturer doesn't like the idea...
...because I scare that my groupmates will blame me for my stupid idea...
...because I m inexperience...
...because I lack of confidence...
...because it is a group work...
Sometimes I will think that is it all her opinions are correct? Do we always have to use her concept?
But before that, she really proves that she is great. Therefore, I chose to follow her idea...for the sake of myother group members...I do not want my group members to fall because of my stubbornness.
We have to compromise when we are working as a team right?
Assignments kept flowing in week by week...every assignment also has due date...every week also not free...
My friend asked me before, "你是迷真是甘忙啊? 你忙d 麽耶哦？"
The answer is positively "是！真是好多耶做啊！"
Monday, February 23, 2009
Miss everything...
23 February 2009...
10.51pm...
I told Wern Yang tat i feel kinda depress...
And suddenly...
Tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks...
I dunno why...
Luckily i was alone in my room...there was no one to see me like this...
Maybe i miss home...daddy, mummy...sisters...friends in Ipoh...friends from drama...
Long time din keep in touch with most of my Ipoh friends...i wonder how are they doing? They will miss me too mah? or they already forget about me
Mix feelings...
Thx to Poh Ling for always calling me to share tears n joys with me...
Thx to Hung Wui for calling too...虽然认识你时间不长，但是你真够朋友！
Congratz to Shu Na, P. Yi Wen and Swee Nee! Dun feel sad Ju Nee...i m sure u did great too..
24 February 2009...
Today wake up...my mood is better ady^^
Life still goes on right?
10.51pm...
I told Wern Yang tat i feel kinda depress...
And suddenly...
Tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks...
I dunno why...
Luckily i was alone in my room...there was no one to see me like this...
Maybe i miss home...daddy, mummy...sisters...friends in Ipoh...friends from drama...
Long time din keep in touch with most of my Ipoh friends...i wonder how are they doing? They will miss me too mah? or they already forget about me
Mix feelings...
Thx to Poh Ling for always calling me to share tears n joys with me...
Thx to Hung Wui for calling too...虽然认识你时间不长，但是你真够朋友！
Congratz to Shu Na, P. Yi Wen and Swee Nee! Dun feel sad Ju Nee...i m sure u did great too..
I did my assignment half-way...(not half-way exactly...just 1 paragraph..haha)...and i fell asleep...
24 February 2009...
Today wake up...my mood is better ady^^
Life still goes on right?
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Fun weekend...although nothing special, still it was fun!
Daddy n Mummy came visit me last Saturday. Mummy brought alot of biskuts n drinks for me!!! Daddy wanted to take me out for dinner to eat chinese food. Daddy did not give up searching for chinese stall! We finally found one..hahaha. We really had a great time! Thx daddy n mummy...I suddenly miss u all very much...
After that, I went to K17 to find Xiu Sar gor aka banana aka Chin Guan. Too bad Hung Wui went back to hometown. I finally saw those cute little hamsters in the room. Although I sked to hold it, i still find them very cute...hehe
Chin Guan took me to walk around the faculty. Then we met Yee Ching. At 1st, Chin Guan wanna took me to a "creepy" place..but then Yee Ching very sked n pulled us back...hahaha! I also watched abit K17 Idol...not real competition yet..i think just audition or something like tat...
Chin Guan said 1.30am he will go watch football. But then after that he din go coz he said his friends watch different match. So he kept on watching the football results thru the net...and then he fell asleep...lol
On Sunday, Chin Guan n I went to The Mines to buy present for Charles' bday tonight. We both also very hungry coz we din eat breakfast. When we came back around 5pm, it rained. So we hv to run back to his room and we both get wet...so tired leh...run here run there...lol! Hung Wui came back in the evening n very shocked to see me! haha...i tot wanna gave him a surprise de... But he kept on saying he was quite down when coming back to UPM, maybe he misses home bah...^^
We decorated Charles' present, thx to banana la...he did most of the work. And later Ee Chyi n Eevonn came out from the chinese orchestra performance and went to the bday party together with us.
The party was kinda fun. Can't believe his parents came too. There was a game, but i din play. Pei Wen reli geng leh!!! she is my idol lo...hahaha...so sporting! The most happy is get to meet all of the friends from the drama again. Hope there will be more gathering like this.
When we wanna leave, Hung Wui got abit stomachache leh. I think he is alright ady bah...wat a fun n happy weekend! A weekend without thinking about studies n assignments. I need to hv fun more often! Again, thx to banana gor for the stay! Hope i din cause too much disturbance...
I wanna upload some hamsters pictures but cnt...the line here sucks...
Today is Monday. sienz...*Yawn*
Shu na, swee nee, ju nee n yi wen got chinese debate competition. Wish them all the best!
After that, I went to K17 to find Xiu Sar gor aka banana aka Chin Guan. Too bad Hung Wui went back to hometown. I finally saw those cute little hamsters in the room. Although I sked to hold it, i still find them very cute...hehe
Chin Guan took me to walk around the faculty. Then we met Yee Ching. At 1st, Chin Guan wanna took me to a "creepy" place..but then Yee Ching very sked n pulled us back...hahaha! I also watched abit K17 Idol...not real competition yet..i think just audition or something like tat...
Chin Guan said 1.30am he will go watch football. But then after that he din go coz he said his friends watch different match. So he kept on watching the football results thru the net...and then he fell asleep...lol
On Sunday, Chin Guan n I went to The Mines to buy present for Charles' bday tonight. We both also very hungry coz we din eat breakfast. When we came back around 5pm, it rained. So we hv to run back to his room and we both get wet...so tired leh...run here run there...lol! Hung Wui came back in the evening n very shocked to see me! haha...i tot wanna gave him a surprise de... But he kept on saying he was quite down when coming back to UPM, maybe he misses home bah...^^
We decorated Charles' present, thx to banana la...he did most of the work. And later Ee Chyi n Eevonn came out from the chinese orchestra performance and went to the bday party together with us.
The party was kinda fun. Can't believe his parents came too. There was a game, but i din play. Pei Wen reli geng leh!!! she is my idol lo...hahaha...so sporting! The most happy is get to meet all of the friends from the drama again. Hope there will be more gathering like this.
When we wanna leave, Hung Wui got abit stomachache leh. I think he is alright ady bah...wat a fun n happy weekend! A weekend without thinking about studies n assignments. I need to hv fun more often! Again, thx to banana gor for the stay! Hope i din cause too much disturbance...
I wanna upload some hamsters pictures but cnt...the line here sucks...
Today is Monday. sienz...*Yawn*
Shu na, swee nee, ju nee n yi wen got chinese debate competition. Wish them all the best!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Pesta Ang Pau UPM 2009 ~乌拉! 乌拉~
Pesta Ang Pau UPM 2009 has finally come to an end. The same goes to the drama. Of coz there are good comments n many bad comments as well. I m sure no one would like to listen to bad comments but once again…the world is cruel…haha. People (including myself) will only look at the results and seldom look at the hard work n efforts that have been made. People will just comment, “Aww…that’s boring!”…this not good, that not good. As mentioned by shu na’s mother, “别人的事不要理，他们怎样想是他们的事”… I think I hv to change my attitude next time when I watch other ppl’s performance so that I will not end up like those ppl…haha
But there are ppl who like it too. Thx to my friends who enjoy the drama. I really happy that u all come support…kinda touched…seriously.
The most important is that I get the chance to take part n perform in such a big event. I enjoy every moment of it…although get some injuries, I can still stand it. Thx to the teacher for guiding us! I reli learned a lot from him.
The happiest is I get to know many new friends! I really miss them very much…SERIOUSLY again…lol… The feeling was like last time when I was in choir. All the people practice hard to achieve a target but at the same time maintain good friendships with each other.
But there are ppl who like it too. Thx to my friends who enjoy the drama. I really happy that u all come support…kinda touched…seriously.
The most important is that I get the chance to take part n perform in such a big event. I enjoy every moment of it…although get some injuries, I can still stand it. Thx to the teacher for guiding us! I reli learned a lot from him.
The happiest is I get to know many new friends! I really miss them very much…SERIOUSLY again…lol… The feeling was like last time when I was in choir. All the people practice hard to achieve a target but at the same time maintain good friendships with each other.
Hung Wui, Pei Wen..i miss performing “乌拉小姐” with u both leh…haha..u both always 癫 with me de…
Chin Guan aka banana…xiu sar gor, my so called “twin brother”
Elle…女主角..always take her hp n record here record there…and take photos…haha
Kim Fong, Hui Ying n Yee Ching…三个可爱的乌拉人
Wen Yao…the old ppl…the make up reli very real lo…
Eevonn, Wei Yee, Chee Loung, Chuan Hen n 权…5 always take k of us n very nice 的助导
Charles…the fake muscles n abs…wahaha
Ivan, Rachel, Mei Fang…King n Queens…the most beautiful n handsome in 乌拉世界
Grace n Ah Hui…sell mandarins 的乌拉人…always 癫 with me also
And another 2 girls…sorry that I dun rmb the names…coz both of them kinda quiet…
But they act 乌拉人 too…
I miss u all very very much!!!
(For more photos, pls go visit my facebook)
But I dun think there is another chance for all of us to gather again…
I hate that feeling…
Makes me feel so lonely sometimes…
To tell the truth, when PAP ended and all of us packing at backstage preparing to leave…I felt like crying…felt like letting my tears to roll down my cheeks…but I didn’t. I didn’t wan u all to think that I m so emotional…
Hope we can still keep in touch! Promise k? Do find me go shopping, sing k or eat k?
*sobsob*
Take k~ Friendship Forever
Muacks!
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